I Ain't Sorry

March 13th, 2018


I ain’t sorry for putting myself first. Only God and I know what is best for me. I will trust in Her perfect plan and vision for each moment I have on this Earth. I will not apologize for filling my days with that which makes my heart so full.

I ain’t sorry that I have feelings and needs and standards for how I want to be treated. I shouldn’t have to apologize for standing up for and expressing my truth. I have way too much love to give to waste it on someone who cannot humble himself to vulnerability and see me for the Queen I am.

I ain’t sorry for being the first one to text and call ya. I love how you set my soul free and I’m not afraid to go after what I want. If you are intimidated by my confidence, then you are not worthy of being my King.

I ain’t sorry for not always being a happy ray of sunshine. I am human, a woman who bleeds once a month, and some days I might be in a bad fucking mood. Don’t ask me to smile so you “can see that pretty face.”

I ain’t sorry I was born a lioness. I am Avalon Lily Queen, a leader, child of the sun, a creative spirit flowing with positive energy and light. I will not apologize for who I am.

I ain’t sorry for my fire. I will breathe the heat of a thousand suns and roar across mountains and valleys for my voice to be heard. I will not be silenced because it makes you feel uncomfortable or challenged. I should challenge you, and you me. Ask me the tough questions. Listen to me when I open my heart and leave it open, raw for you see. Ignite my sparks so I can set them off into the sky and don’t you dare try to bring them down.

Avalon Ward